Waves of Time | Chapter Two: Causality
"Space-time is so incredibly vast;
beyond imagination and made up of worlds upon worlds,
galaxies upon galaxies, universes upon universes,
forms upon forms of time
interacting with multiple dimensions of space.
It's been communicated in the teachings of the ancient wisdom keepers that one must hold the space that is not yet occupied, in order to open the space that does not yet exist.
In this world you always receive
that which is scheduled for you but not yet present.
This space, the one that does not yet exist, is located in a place known only to your deeper senses that are not yet active.
In this way, your effortless effort responds to the waves of time.
The moments in these waves are your moments.
They exist where all that is desired is scheduled to be delivered."
~ Guru Singh
MORTIMER
I'd known Bella since childhood,
and that was the first time I saw that reaction on her face.
She's my bestfriend, so I should know.
What she told me shocked me and crushed my heart as well.
How could anyone know her more than I do?
And more importantly, who was this man?
How dare him play such sick joke on Bella? On us?
It was all my fault...
Thinking I could trick time and control the events that lead us here. But instead, time played its trick on me.
I'd known Bella since childhood,
and that was the first time I saw that reaction on her face.
She's my bestfriend, so I should know.
What she told me shocked me and crushed my heart as well.
How could anyone know her more than I do?
And more importantly, who was this man?
How dare him play such sick joke on Bella? On us?
It was all my fault...
Thinking I could trick time and control the events that lead us here. But instead, time played its trick on me.
That every time I try to change things,
the more it complicated things.
the more it complicated things.
The more I faded away from her memory.
My everything...
My Bella...
Time passed and Bella seemed to have forgotten about the book.
In fact, she never spoke about it
and seemed to have shown a lot of interest in me.
She became more open about her feelings and seemed to enjoy my company more.
As for me, my love for her just grew deeper,
more intense to the point that I could no longer contain it.
I didn't know what it is about her that made me fall so deeply in love with her.
All I knew was that I was willing to do anything just to be with her forever.
And Bella?
I guess she was as crazy for me as I was for her she even wrote a song about me.
And music and love are the things that bind us.
My everything...
My Bella...
Time passed and Bella seemed to have forgotten about the book.
In fact, she never spoke about it
and seemed to have shown a lot of interest in me.
She became more open about her feelings and seemed to enjoy my company more.
As for me, my love for her just grew deeper,
more intense to the point that I could no longer contain it.
I didn't know what it is about her that made me fall so deeply in love with her.
All I knew was that I was willing to do anything just to be with her forever.
And Bella?
I guess she was as crazy for me as I was for her she even wrote a song about me.
And music and love are the things that bind us.
The events that followed, she said, were "written in the stars".
She knew exactly what was going to happen
Where and when...
She knew exactly what was going to happen
Where and when...
She knew exactly what it felt that she broke down at the thought of it...
I didn't know what she knew
but I felt her hurt just as much that it pained me to see her cry each night...
Whatever else was written in that book must have really gotten to her. I wish I had read it, too, but she threw it away before I could even do so...
She said that book was about us...
Of who we used to be and how we were meant to be...
Our life as a couple had changed when we became three...
She seemed happier and excited about the baby
I couldn't have felt any happier, too, knowing that I would soon become a father...
I worked so hard so I could give my family the best and more...
I wanted Bella to always be happy, so I tried to invent something that would give me control over the things she feared most...
At the same time, I did my best to be there for her and Cassandra when they needed me...
When Cassandra started school, I fell more in love with Bella for being a good mother to Cassandra.
They were so alike in many ways...
They were both beautiful, and sweet, and smart, and musically gifted...
They were my everything...
But then things changed when Alexander was conceived...
Alexander came out a month earlier than expected...
Bella nearly died giving birth to him...
We were devastated when the doctor said Alexander might not live long enough...
It was as if the heavens wept as darkness covered all of the earth with gloom...
It was also in that exact moment when my father died in a fire.
But life had to go on...
Alexander had to be left in the hospital for observation.
Since my mother now lives alone, we packed our things and decided to live with her while she's grieving.
No one should be alone at a time of grief...
To be continued...
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